It’s busy again. Spring break was great, oh yeah — not! Tennis over break? I thought we had enough of that damn sport during the school days, but my break pretty much got ruined when I had to provide my own freaking transportation to two matches and a tournament. I won’t even bother with the scores and results.

This week, all hell is breaking loose. I am struggling to pick up my knowledge of separable differential equations and the substitution rule (as well as general integration, lost all expertise of that crap) from where I left off a few months back — I literally know nothing about Calculus now. This is gay, and this can’t be happening, for I need to be in good preparation for the AP exam next month. To pressure me, I have fallen behind in English too. It ain’t as bad, writing essays are t3h easy, as well as earning high scores for them. Add troubles in math to that though, and that spells disaster (hey, just went from math to language, woo!). For the most part, I am frustrated and piss-annoyed by how I have forgotten my once-good expertise of Calculus. Just spent all of the evening after school desperately trying to remember differential equations, general integration, and solving them — to no avail. I threw the freaking book against the wall in utter frustration and screamed in fury. Doesn’t that tell you something about my desperation and frustration? Good.

Not only that, the SkillsUSA competition begins this week. Time to sharpen up my web design expertise to win first place once more in New Mexico — oh wait a second, I’m busy catching up in English and math. THIS IS NOT WORKING!!!